Poem for a Friday: the darker side

I can't believe  in myself.
For I am a fool who believed in change.
I thought your words meant something this time.
I guess they are just a useless exchange.
So as I sit here wit egg on my face.
I cry cause I am weak to you.
I am dark on the inside cause of these things.

They tell me that blood is thicker then water.
But so is the poison in my vain.
Although you don't say I owe you my life
You act as so with out any remains

I wish more then anything
We could grow an change
But I now see.
That is only a dream.
So I must move away.
Good luck with life my love.
You truly ruined my day.