I am letting the endless bullshit get the best of me.
I cant not eat
I cant not sleep.
I feel almost empty.
I gave my all to everyone involved.
Which in turn left me with nothing.
As it seems i cant get to my special place.
My one and only escape.
So i am drowning in sadness of reality.
No one really getting my pain.
But that's okay for that one i take the blame.
I will never be the type to sit there and cry.
Especially in front of prying eyes.
So i pretend to be strong.
Just like my mom.
Weathering each and every day.
So when you don't hear from me,
It not because I'm out having fun.
I'm just dealing with life in my own way.
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