Saturday, March 21, 2020

Friendship at the edge of sanity

At the edge of insanity screaming that I am sane. 
Here am i world and yet no one says a thing. 
There in my darkness i bump into you. 
A soul so lost like me, we had no clue.
I cried about my true sorrows and we promised eachother there would be a tomorrow. 
Over time we grew in the darkness where nothing should grow.
but there we were with our bloody souls.
Cuts on arms, not mine my cuts were internal. 
i never judge how you dealed with your pains as for me you did the same.
At the edge of insanity i felt you were my sane.
You loved my broke pieces as i loved you longing heart. 
We were both ruined from the start.
We played in the light for others to see.
but in the dark is where our mind would really be.
We said the things you aren't supposed to out loud. 
We laugh and cried mostly at our selfs.
I can not say i will miss those days. 
My darkness i eventually Concord and over came. 
Once we left that dark place, no longer at the edge of sanity we found we weren't the same.